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9 more days until Lacy's 1 and I'm 23

February 17th, 2006 (06:43 pm)
sleepy

current mood: sleepy

Sunday February 12, 2006

It's snowing out I'm so happy hopefully it will stay that way when I go skiing, that'd be so awesome . I want to race against other skiers that are also handicap that would be real awesome, when my dad was alive we'd go to New Hampshire every Saturday practice, I once made it down the mountian down the hill less then a minute Bryan doesn't believe me. I'm hoping next winter I can go up there and practice because I really want to get back into sports such as basketball, skiing track and feild I kicked ass when I did. The year after my dad died I won 6 gold medals and I gave one to my dad, it's still on his grave site too . I can't wait to go skiing in 13 days! It's going to be so awesome, I have to be there before 9am so we have to leave here early in the morning but that's ok to me cause I get to spend my 23rd birthday skiing all day. I'll be sore the next day, but I'll take motrin before I go skiing that way when the pain comes it won't be so bad. That's what I did when I got the nerve block took some motrin and the pain wasn't that bad after wards. I'm hoping I can get into track & feild, I loved it.

Last night I got an email from a girl who lives in Boston and has a colostomy too, I emailed her back, I haven't gotten a chance to talk with her yet she's away from her computer. I really want to meet some people who have ostomies and they live close by. I've had mine for 1 yr and 2 months I'm still learning to accept it, with the therapist it's hard. Even though it doesn't leak that much, but it itches some times so bad and I can't itch it that makes me so mad.

My PT was telling me on Friday if my spasticy doctor says it's okay for me to get a power chair, then my wheelchair company will bring in a tilt and recline chair and let me try it out for 2 weeks then bring another one until I find the right one that I really like. I won't use it for basketball, or track maybe feild becuase feild events are throwing things. It would be nice to sit back and relax for a bit .

I'm going to go look for a good layout, I don't like this one.. Until then leave me some comments


Wednesday February 15, 2006

NATASHA BEDINGFIELD LYRICS

Unwritten




I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh, oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, yeah, yeah

Thursday February 16, 2006

I can't wait because I get to skiing, I love skiing it's so fucking awesome. I love going down the big hills and not worrying about anything I know I won't be able to sleep the night before I never could when I skiied before, and the day that I went I'd wake up screaming haha. I love sports, they make me feel great about myself, I really want to race. Before my dad died I was practicing to become a racer but after he died I stoped skiing because I missed him but I'm going to go back and go for my dream.

Yesterday I had PT and Elane came with Ned, Lacy was barking at Elane because she always does when someone new comes. Lacy went out with Jorma and went to see Mary the person who let her in on March 8, 2005 Lacy was so excited to see her. We use to drop Lacy at Mary's but she got a cat and Lacy doesn't like cats, at the end of their visit Jorma showed Lacy to Tc they cat she didn't do anything. I'm going to scan the pictures of Mary's cat, she's got a real long tail longer then Lacy's.

Today at 1 I have the interview with Mandy, she sounded nice. Hopefully Lacy won't bark at her. Mandy works at another job but I need a pca because Gail my other one is out for 4-6 weeks. Gail will be able to bring her baby Alexis here too I can't wait to see her. Ella my new niece is a month old today!

My sister Miia called from Florida yesterday and she was telling Aniika and Jeffery that I was coming and that I'm going to color, play with them and push them on the swing. Aniika got excited, hopefully they don't push me down any hills. Miia wants them too, Hailey always pushes me if she wants me to go some where, Ella will too. My niece's and nephwes all make me laugh, I love being an aunt of 6.

I have to get dressed, eat and get ready for the interview. I might update later leave me some comments.

I hired Mandy, she's real nice she has two kids Hanna 5 & Josh 10 months after she left Jorma asked me if I wanted to go over Bryan's this Saturday I said yes. I have to go to the eye doctor on Saturday I don't want to go because they put they put these eye drops and I can't see for a few hours. I get an head ach after wards, they flash some real bright lights in my eyes and I hate it but luckly I only go once a year .

I'm so freaking tired, I took a benadryl because my colostomy was itchy.

Five for Fighting
100 years


I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind
I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
Half time goes by
Suddenly you’re wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...
I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you’re on your way
Every day's a new day...
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

lacyandminna [userpic]

grahpics, and pics

February 11th, 2006 (10:14 pm)

if you want one made,





 



email me at lacy05_minna83@yahoo.com





 



What would you like it to say?
Font color?
Background color..
Font such as (cosmic sans ms, arial narrow, alba, super alba)

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Pictures

February 3rd, 2006 (06:54 pm)


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grahpics, and pics

January 25th, 2006 (06:38 pm)

want one? email me at sadblueeyes06@hotmail.com what colors? you have to have to have two colors..
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gltters made by me

January 15th, 2006 (09:02 pm)

if you want one



what two colors:
font face: like cosmic sans
background:



email me at: sadblueeyes06@hotmail.com and I'll get it done for you asap
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January 8th, 2006 (07:01 pm)

do you like them? comment me if you do..
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lacyandminna [userpic]

(no subject)

January 3rd, 2006 (02:44 pm)
tired

current mood: tired
current song: My boo, Usher

 

January 2, 2006

I can’t believe its 2006! My new year was fucking awesome; I went to sleep over Bryan’s house. He was going to hang out here first but then I really wanted to sleep over there. We left at 4:30 got to his apartment by 6pm, his friend Chris was there. He was nice; Bryan and I were up till 3am doing things. He’s so damn cute he sleeping, then at 6am I woke up just staring at him because I couldn’t sleep. We both woke up at 9:30. I left there with his pca at 2, a half hour into the ride home my leg went numb so he called 911. Mom wasn’t happy, but I couldn’t feel my left foot. So then I got to the hospital they got me warm again, mom Suvi Brad & Jorma all came. Brad drove there, and drove us all back. We got here at 10pm, Lacy was so happy to see me she wouldn’t stop bugging me.

Miia, Jeff, Siira Jeffery & Aniika left at 12 on New Years Eve, their plane was leaving here to go back to Florida at 3:45. The twins are a lot of work, because their very busy. Jeffery kicks Lacy and thinks its fun to do then he laughs. Aniika does nothing to Lacy. The night before they left, Siira and I went to the mall. I spent $60 dollars there. I bought a new purse, a watch candy I forget what else.

On Thursday night, Siira and I hung out. We were laughing about stupid things, and then she almost got her hair stuck in the fan. Luckily it wasn’t on; we were up till 1:30.

I’m thinking about going down to Florida in March on my spring break with mom and Jorma. Lacy will stay with Suvi or Maiju, she doesn’t like the kennel.

Mom let me order Paint Shop Pro, I haven’t done anything with it yet but I plan on doing a lot of things J it was a web special to. In a store it is $19.00 I got it for 99.99 I was happy J

I don’t have anything planed today; Gail’s coming at 2:15. Tomorrow’s going to snow a lot so mom and Jorma went food shopping. I kept having weird dreams last night, I woke up at 12 and my arm hurts because I slept in the same position all night.

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all images made by me %100

January 3rd, 2006 (02:18 pm)

I made all of these by myself on photo shop pro if you want one made leave me a comment and I'll make you one
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December 26th, 2005 (02:48 pm)

Merry Christmas everyone, Brie the Colin icon is just for you!

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lacyandminna [userpic]

crappy day

December 24th, 2005 (03:50 pm)
bitchy

current mood: bitchy

Last night I was talking to Bryan I said "think if I had friends over and your mom or dad died and I was laughing and you weren't having a good time and I didn't want to talk to because my friends were over" he said "I wasn't having a good time and I love you" he freaked out, I almost told him well maybe I should find some one who can give me more attention because you always have your friends over but I didn't. Then I went to bed because I was so pissed off at him and still am I don't like to tell him I'm mad at him because then he'll drive me more crazy. If I get rid of him then I'll be sad, but I really wish he could be me and realize that he's hurting me.

The other night I was talking to my sister and I said "do you miss dad?" she brought up church she said "every one would be happy to see you" I love her and every thing but some days she pisses me off like today I won't want to talk to her. Tomorrow we're going to her house then church but then if I go the pastor will probably except me to go every single Sunday and that's not happening because I don't like the pastor he pissed me off once and unless I meet with him again I'll take two ativan's so I don't remember what we talked about.

My back hurts I was going to see my father's grave but I'm in to much pain. Then tomorrow I have to get lifted to go to Maiju's, then go to church then go home and by the end of the night. The Ativan or Motrin aren't helping either, it sucks ass too.

Leave some to cheer me up

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